I remember that day
I walked into your room
to find you breathless
to find you lifeless
I screamed at the top of my lungs
I was shaking you
You're lips were blue
I tried to revive you
I failed. I failed. Failed...you
And no I'm not ready to go home
Because it doesn't feel real
now that you're gone
WHY GOD HAVE YOU TAKEN HER
THE ONLY ONE TO LOVE THIS FUCKED UP KID
THE ONLY ONE I RELIED ON
HOW DARE YOU TAKE THE ONLY HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE
I sit at the edge of my bed every morning Youre face haunts me.
These memories take a toll on me.
These are the moments i fear the most.when my head replays the event
the moment you no longer were here
I love you please forgive me
I'm always trying to be you
But I can't I'm not even close
I drove your car to smell the faint scent of perfume and cigarettes
And I will always try My best to always keep what you said in my heart,
It's just getting too hard.To keep my head up.
And I swear that. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. My best...